I'm Happy. Thats why I haven't blogged. I've been waiting for this day for over a year and now. I find myself afraid to be happy, I think. Why am I so apprihensive? Maybe I have been in such a dark place for so long, so exhausted and emptied, worn out, used up that I don't remember how to be genuine anymore. Could that be possible? What a shame.
01/22/10
.... a lost post